Lelaki semua sama ja

ok...setelah lama tak blog I kembali blog semula..i want to vent my frustration...macam dah hilang kepercayaan pada lelaki...semua lelaki sama ja ka...semua permainkan hati pompuan???sampai skrg aku masih tak bercouple..jeles tengok couple yg berpeluk-pelukan...berpegangan tangan kt mana2x...i wanna feel loved too.sumtimes i feel my fren took me for granted....O God plz help me...i needed your help...plz have mercy on me..i felt that life is so sucky....feel like wanna commit suicide saja....tapi i need to bertahan...hold on....i wanna feel wanted and loved...plz give me somebody who love me and i love them back....y is it so hard for me to find a decent man....???am i that ugly..okay..i think i need to start exercising to lose weight..i hate wat i see in the mirror,,,plz help me God...