GOD PLZ PUT MY LIFE BACK IN ORDER>>>I DUN WANT IT TO BE A CHOAS

Dear God, plz put my life on track back..plz let my life be in order..nape nasib macam ni..mata tak jelas….kaki patah..kaki tak cantik…xde boyfriend……tersilap masuk coz…badan gemuk…muka berjerawat…perangai teruk…cakap x jelas…suka ambik brg org….y am I a bad girl??? Nape ko jadikan aku macam ni….plz God gv me wisdom…..plz put my back in order plz….plz let my life be organized…ramai dah tegur saya ni….classmate tegur…lecturer tegur…parents tegur….napa aku susah nak terima????

Jauhkan diri dr die…he’s bad 4 u…die yg buatkan ko leka….sampai tak prepare utk exam…..nape aku slalu bazir wang…plz help me God..plz let my life be in order…plz let money come to me..not money kluar…oh lord….plz…plz…plz……

Ari ni aku kena bazirkan wang sebanyak rm50…ya Tuhan…plz…tolonglah saya dpt pulang ke rumah esok…tolonglah bagimy tesis project go as plan……tolonglah bagi aku graduate cepat….tolonglah bagi aku abes dlm masa 3 sem…..

Tolong ubah attitude..tindakan kau nak jimat duit menyebabkan ko kena tambah banyak duit….tolonglah bagi saya dpt duit my brain tu…

GOD PLZ PUT MY LIFE BACK IN ORDER>>>I DUN WANT IT TO BE A CHOAS

Dear God, plz put my life on track back..plz let my life be in order..nape nasib macam ni..mata tak jelas….kaki patah..kaki tak cantik…xde boyfriend……tersilap masuk coz…badan gemuk…muka berjerawat…perangai teruk…suka ambik brg org….y am I a bad girl??? Nape ko jadikan aku macam ni….plz God gv me wisdom…..plz put my back in order plz….plz let my life be organized…ramai dah tegur saya ni….classmate tegur…lecturer tegur…parents tegur….napa aku susah nak terima????

Jauhkan diri dr die…he’s bad 4 u…die yg buatkan ko leka….sampai tak prepare utk CSI practical exam…..nape aku slalu bazir wang…plz help me God..plz let my life be in order…plz let money come to me..not money kluar…oh lord….plz…plz…plz……

Ari ni aku kena bazirkan wang sebanyak rm50…ya Tuhan…plz…tolonglah saya dpt pulang ke rumah esok…tolonglah bagimy tesis project go as plan……tolonglah bagi aku graduate cepat….tolonglah bagi aku abes dlm masa 3 sem…..

Tolong ubah attitude..tindakan kau nak jimat duit menyebabkan ko kena tambah banyak duit….tolonglah bagi saya dpt duit my brain tu…tHINK POSITIF.....dun dwell on sad things....

kesedihan

OMG...how pathetic my life is...juz 4 the sake of having fun...i didnt go back home..didnt do my work..juz for the sake of him..y did I depend of him...plz find ur own close girl frens...For God's sake...plz....This fella have his own close friends and of coz he will probably didnt think u r important in his life..u didnt have transport 4 God's sake..sapa lah kau..eventhough ko ade moto sendiri nak gi mana2x area around Jb pun ko tak tahu...so macam mana...cozmates macam taik....aku pun tak tau camane nak harungi idup aku kt tenpat sial ni..napelah aku pilih this place...the place sucks, people sucks...i feel so like heartbroken rite now...

Its okay tommorow is a new day...i want to do my work...amek senior punya report & photostat...hopefully lab bukak...God, plz 4give me....plz help to to get more closer to u..u r the one I suppose to worship and praise....God, plz forgive me again...I Love U so much...U R the One I LOve....dun put ur trust so much on others...plz think about ur research and not on the part on having fun...plz..focus on ur studies...DUN Waste anymore money....plz la, 4 once do and focus on what is important....

I must be strong...dun let it get to u..u have far much more things to think of and do...GAMBATE..be happy...SMILE ALWAYZ :)

aku benci engkau...ni yg akan aku ckp kalo aku dpt jumpa ko...

BENCINYER AKU DGN KO…KO LEH CONTACT THAT WHORE TAPI TAKLEH CONTACT AKU..KO NAK JUMPA THAT WHORE BUT NOT ME…Y??

Y DID U KEEP PLAYING WITH MY FEELINGS.SHIT LA U…

FUCK!!!


I HATE U…

LEPAS NI TAK NAK TEGUR KO LAGI…
I DUNNO Y I LIKE U ALSO…
I HATE U…

KO MEMANG SIAL…ANAK BABI…
AKU HARAP KO HILANG DARI KEPALA OTAK AKU….
I HATE U!!!!

U HAVE CAUSE ME MUCH HEART BREAK…I HATE U SO MUCH….
DAH LAH GEMUK…SLALU SAKITKAN HATI ORG LAIN… BENCILAH DGN KO….
KO LAYAN SEMUA PEREMPUAN SAMA JE YA…
YANG KO TAHU…*** AJA.

KALO KO RASA NAK SENTUH ORG…KO SENTUH LA...
PLZ GET OUT FROM MY HEAD….
I REALLY FREAKING HATE U RIGHT NOW…!!!!!!!!!!!
YELAH AKU TAK LAYAK JADI KEKASIH KO…DAN AKU TAK NAK PUN..AKU TAHU KO MEMANG ADA HATI DGN PEREMPUAN SIAL TU…KO GI LAH JUMPA DIE….SIAL TUL….KAHWIN DGN DIE PUN TAK PE KOT..

DAHLAH TAK CONTACT AKU…AKU JE CONTACT KO..KO MEMANG SIAL…..SURUH AKU KEEP IN TOUCH TAPI KO PUN TAK KEEP IN TOUCH DGN AKU….SIAL KO….AKU HARAP KO MATI CEPAT…GI MAMPUSLAH..

Sakit Hati

Camane nk ubatkan rase sakit hati...i know..kena think positive..busykan diri anda..tapi kan kalo slalu sgt sakit hati pun..nanti akan fall into depression...why do humans some times feel depress? sebab byk2x bende la kan..tapi aku jenis yang suke trus terang..jadi,org pun x suke...itu yg wat aku sedih...i'm a hot-tempered and emotional person..aku ni jenis pemarah..jadi, I hope people faham lah I nie..aku pun tak tahu kenape aku jadi begini..skit je dh marah...i wish I could be in different country to start anew..with different environment and friends...I hate this country..aarghhh...wish I could go to Europe, US or Australia..I hope that day will come when I will get the chance to travel the world...God,please help me...

Prayer for Healing

Lord Jesus, through the power of the Holy Spirit, go back into my memory as I sleep. Every hurt that has ever been done to me, heal that hurt. Every hurt that I have ever caused another person, heal that hurt. All the relationships that have been damaged in my whole life that I am not aware of , heal those relationships. But, O Lord, if there is anything that I need to do, If I need to go to a person because he or she is still suffering from my hand, bring to my awareness that person. I choose to forgive, and I ask to be forgiven. Remove whatever bitterness may be in my heart, Lord, and fill the empty spaces with your love. Amen

Prayer for Healing

Lord Jesus, through the power of the Holy Spirit, go back into my memory as I sleep. Every hurt that has ever been done to me, heal that hurt. Every hurt that I have ever caused another person, heal that hurt. All the relationships that have been damaged in my whole life that I am not aware of , heal those relationships. But, O Lord, if there is anything that I need to do, If I need to go to a person because he or she is still suffering from my hand, bring to my awareness that person. I choose to forgive, and I ask to be forgiven. Remove whatever bitterness may be in my heart, Lord, and fill the empty spaces with your love. Amen

bla..bla..bla..

Actually I takde ape nak cakap kt sini...saje-saje nk mencoret sesuatu kt sini..tadi baru je gi facebook..sejak hidup menganggur nie..aku cuma leh gi facebook jumpe kwn2x je...sebab aku takde phone number budak2x tangkak..aku skolah kt Tangkak cuma 2 tahun..Mary dh pindah Nilai..
 Kt Facebook aku leh dpt update dari kwn2x lama dan existing friend..aku jeles dgn kwn2x aku yg dpt gi oversea dan yg telah sambung blaja sambil bekerja..saya sgt jeles dgn mereka..kenape saye tak memperoleh nasib yg same??it's okay..i believe that my time will come..i just have to wait...mana tau jawatan research officer akan menjadi milik saye nanti...atau jawatn science officer...harap2x saya pun dapat berjaya mengikuti program  BeST...

Esok I akan dpt gi ceramah motor..terisi sket la masa aku...tapi sebelum tu malam ni aku akan print borang BeST dan akan gi amk duit kt ATM...

Okay..that's all..nanti kite cakap lg ae..Muah...bye...

Things To Do

Tommorow I would like to wake up early and do these things..

1. Call MIB 
2. Call UTM
3. Call KL if they can reschedule
4. Call JB..kelly
5. Call S.Memandu
6. Call S.Alam
7. Call Jab. Pel. Malacca on the address

That's it I guess..I really hope that I got really good job is month..Please God..Help me...

Angel With Really Dirty Faces!!!!Stupid girl!!!

There are a lot of things that i hate about her and wish that i have never gone to that place ever

1. She lies..she says rm50 to me but penyewa said otherwise..penyewa said this calculation has been done by her..how dare she ask me money??why couldn't she gone to penyewa and ask the money herself...and have the nerve to simply cut me out of her life soon after this deed..she likes saying untruthful things to people so that she appear 'baik hati'

2. Memang one hell of Angel With Dirty Faces...others claim that she is so nice...but what I think is she picks her own friends..friends that really benefit her..

3. She also cannot stand being yell at...what a baby!!she got to report to her mom if her sis did something bad to her..CRY BABY!!!

4. She said she didn't like this person S but still add her on FB...what a devil!!!

5. She's easily influenced..especially by her peers..then has to talk to her bro to calm her down..teruknyer....memang CRY BABY!!!

6. Konon angel...dari luaran je..dalam hanya Tuhan tahu..

7. Dahlah suke sakitkan hati org..org tak pernah sakitkan hati die..tapi die lak nak wat cam tu kat kiter...

8. Aku rase die hanya ngam dgn certain2x person je..dgn org lain tak...

9. Hate her..gi mampus la ko...i hope u get burn in HELL...